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Screen Test


There are many things i wanted to tell myself. But somewhere i was stopping myself. Unknowingly diplomacy is there everywhere in the air. sometimes i am scared of losing control. Losing the fake diplomacy that i am maintaining for so long. Fake diplomacy? If it was not fake,would it be diplomacy? I always thought that i was a bad actor. I was never selected in any drama in my school. My friends call me expressionless. My face was compared to the old computer that is overloaded and hanged. But there are many people like me. Then what is diplomacy? Sophisticated acting? Farhan Akhtar?

Believe it or not,we are all actors. We fake. We hide. We accept. We don’t confess. And then we complain and blame the whole nature of humans. and then we forget. Convince ourselves and say,”this is the way it is”. One day i decided to count my lies, and highlight my sins for a day. At the end of the day,i noticed that i have lied a lot,and then my sinful nature comfortably convinced me to manipulate with statistics. I thanked for my sins to give me peaceful sleep. Sleep that killed the very essence of humanity!

In my dream i imagine myself as a stone. Stone that is still identifying its identity lying on the road where riots are full on. The only complain is,nobody uses me to hit other. Comparing myself with the stone is the best i can do with the character i am playing. Can i be that firm? am i that useless?

I got up the other day. And started acting! 🙂

“divas ase ki koni maazaa naahi
an me konacha naahi!!”-Sandeep and Salil Kulkarni.
(din aise ki koi mera nahi,
aur mein kisika nahi)





I still remember the day i came across your coordinates. I didn’t realize at that time that marriages are made in heaven. It was God who assigned me world no.28 and continent 12. You remember the day when our spear fighters bumped into each other and it was fight at first sight? cute little stupid fights. When i first saw you,it was like a thundering noble attack at scout speed. I came to know more about you when we started scouting each other. it was my first scout(read:date). I am damn sure you and your ex-tribe members(female friends) tried to dodge my proposal. Then we started meeting secretly. It was so fun,my Spear fighter almost died climbing up your wall.

Remember the day when i bought a brand new Light Cavalry. You were so scared sitting behind me. I hated those two idiotic Swordsman friends of yours. I think they were just jealous of me. But more than that,i hated the Heavy Cavalry your dad had assigned to protect you! sick! I hated your dad,until one day when he sent 50k resources each to my village. It was so nice of him.

Our relationship had survived hard times. It was very difficult for both of us to concentrate on our respecting academy. Even farming assignments were taking a toll on us. But it was pretty important to mint coins at that stage of our life. and then when your ex-tribe(read:ex-bf) member almost tried to noble you. if it was not my Archers.. (sob.. sob..).. my morale was totally down,but your survival increased my ODD. I was determined to take him down,with your dads money,(;-)),i built up my first nobleman. Everybody was so proud of me. The attack on him was awesome as luck favored me,i lost a couple of troops, but thats okay. Its a small price (i paid for ODA) for your revenge!!

Those days were seriously full of fun. Remember the fake attacks we used to send on your younger brother to scare him. haha. He was a noob. Once,we even demolished his stupid hiding place.

Now as my farm is maximum,Warehouse is full. My Workshop is also the most developed in the continent. I promise you that i will never make you Tribeless and will mint lot of coins to keep you happy. I have already taken resource loan for our level 30 dream village headquarters. No one can dare to make me see any incoming attacks. I am also doing fine with my job. With the new position of Baron, i have great responsibilities.

I promise you that i wont be having any one-night-account sits and my loyalty for you will be always 100.

I have no Tribe Change history of past and you are the only one that i truely claimed!

Will you marry me?




Tribute to Piyush Mishra,Anurag Kashyap,Raja Singh Chawdhary.. and of course Ram Prasad Bismil..

sarfaroshi ki tamannaa ab hamaare dil mein hai.
dekhnaa hai zor kitnaa baazuve kaatil mein hai
waqt aane pe bataadenge tujhe ae aasmaan
hum abhi se kyaa bataaye kyaa hamaare dil mein hai

Piyush Mishra:
o re bismil kaash aate aaj tum hindustaan
dekhte ki mulk saara kyaa tashan kyaa chill mein hai
aaj kaa laundaa yeh kehtaa hum to bismil thak gaye
apni aazaadi to bhaiyaa laundiyaa ke til mein hai.

aaj ke jalson mein bismil ek gungaa gaa raha.
aur behron kaa wo relaa naachtaa mehfil mein hai
haath ki khaadi banaane kaa zamaana lag gayaa
aaj to chaddi bhi silti englison ki mill mein hai

Apoorva Dixit:

dekh bismil gareeb bharat hai tujhe bula raha
yahan toh paisa magar amiron ki khujli mein hai
kaunse yuvak ko hum jagaayein yahan bhala
uski nind toh bus drugs aur sleeping pill mein hai

Sushant Singh Rathod:

wo jaag kar kya karega jab zamana so raha
tujhse ye iltaza hai Bismil ko bhai na bula
dekhna hai sach to tu apne hi aankhon dekh le
aaj ki generation ka sach to tere fone ke bill mein hai

dekhna hai zor kitnaa baazuve kaatil mein hai
waqt aane pe bataadenge tujhe ae aasmaan
hum abhi se kyaa bataaye kyaa hamaare dil mein hai
sarfaroshi ki tamannaa ab hamaare dil mein hai.


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